小灰熊的媽

等等等，終於一個月又過去、回診的日子到了！

早上先衝去看眼角的肉芽和腳拇指的紅點，肉芽得看眼科，腳拇指紅點說是病毒疣，醫生用冷凍治療，還蠻痛的！

This morning, I dreamed my Dr. told me he had put 5 eggs inside, I asked, really? He said, you have got one. Oh my god~! I said but I don’t have any feeling! He said, oh~then it gone……= =
Then I asked “how many eggs I still have?” He said”5”, then he took out a report and there is a number “5” on the paper.

孩子，不知道當你長大，你是會像時下年輕人一樣，追求全身的行頭都是名牌，還是會像爸媽一樣穿的很像普通人?

買名牌，沒有對錯

In fact I know, I will still stay in this company, because I will choice family finally, and I can’t give up the second 50K(I have to stay until next May then I can get it.). Very thanks for giving me a nice husband, he agreed my quit idea and even said I can just stay home 1 year. I really appreciate with his thoughtful, but I still want to work. Now I only can look forward to my second child come soon. Hope my sweet baby coming soon.

我今年38歲，七年前進入目前公司，大約三年後做到不高不低的副課長，為了想轉國外業務的職位，所以留職停薪一年去上外語課，沒想到懷孕了！
一年到後回到公司不久即生產；為了顧大寶，我決定先暫時選擇助理的工作(我們沒有任何的育兒外援，只有保母)，大寶一歲半後，我們決定拚二寶，所以仍決定留原職

今天真的是不順的一天

先是為了消耗全家的80元抵用券，買了他們的咖啡和不常買的零食湊80，結果結帳時才發現抵用券過期了>”<，只好硬著頭皮付現金，結果他們的咖啡好苦，才喝兩口我就都倒掉了，真正浪費錢~!

昨天榕在誠品生氣，生氣的點是他還想再看幾本故事書，而大哭的點是他把鞋子亂踢掉，我跟他說”橘藍”很難過，你不要他了，那我們把他丟掉…然後我把他放在大街上哭、數123逼他趕快先穿上鞋子，然後又放著他哭，跟他說”哭完再來找媽媽”…

記得好像是BBH上看到的討論，父母總是會把資源投到最弱的孩子當中，而忽略了(因為自己努力)過的不錯的孩子，這叫做”慈母疼弱子”，如果弱子是男生，我想那又會更超過了，記得看”食來孕轉”裡面有其中一段，次女谷雨給娘家買了一個冰箱，卻換不得哥哥一回家，媽媽對他的噓寒問暖

那天我家入厝PA結束，乾媽說：你爸爸還是很在意你姊姊，我們都來了在聊天，看他幾次開門在看你姐來了沒，一共看了五次；你爸定是覺得你過的那麼好，有自己的房子、不用跟公婆住很自由，但姐姐沒有，為她覺得委屈吧！

今天是術後回診，因為是掛門診40號，不需要衝一早排隊，所以跟我的寶貝睡到好飽才起床~!

雖然是40號，但我好像是第4還第5位進去診間的，前面是一位對岸的小姐，聽起來她是一次試管就成功懷了雙寶，真羨慕呀~!

Today I learned English from BBC-6 minutes English, its article said some old men still do many things, many interesting habits. This let me think, why I always count my age and worried I have not get success at young age? No matter how old I am, I still can look for what I want, no one can judge my ability by my age, no one can stop me to upgrade — only myself.

So, stop to think I am too old to do………, start to think I will always be 27 years old, I will still have power to face everything, not just like I am 27, I do am 27 years old girl, woman, mom, wife, and worker.